okie.. i didn't blog ytd... wasn't up to the task since my body system seem to on the verge of shutting down...

went to work ytd.. everyone onli gave me one(same) comment... " you look pale "... haha.. i juz smile away coz i didn't feel sick ma.. muz be tired i tot... coz onli sorethroat in the morning... hurhur.. but when i got home and after i woke up from my nap... everything seem to all arrive at once.. fever.. sorethroat... flu.. and headache... couldn't get back to slp at night coz was feeling quite terrible.. laogong called and gave me an earful coz i didn't wanna see doc in the afternoon abt the sorethroat and headache... hurhur.. fierce nahx.... he didn't wanna me go sch and work today... and wanted me to see a doc ... hur hur... after much negociation i realise that i can't win him.. so i relented.. haha.. but was glad anyway.. i can't even walk a straight line now... feeling lik going to slp again becoz i juz took the medi and my head felt very heavy( did smone tie a 2 tonne rock to my head...?).. *yawn* ..... sry that i worried you huh...

i got four types of medi... i hate drinking cough medi!! hate it every since i was born.. i always prefer tablet.. hur hur... but now i'm dreading it too.. coz the doc gave me 30 tablets of antibiotic and wants me to finish it... kaox.. so many..arghh...

ytd night when i couldnt slp and wanted to go to the wash room .. i passed by the mirror.. i tot i really saw a ghost... my face was very pale... hurhur... scare myself... although pale.. but i didnt feel lik fainting anyway.. so i guess its quite alright... juz that the lack of colour in my face shocked me abit...

i am bored at home.. how how..?

didn't know i over did my limit until laogong told me ytd... honestly i'm quite lousy... i fall sick easily when i'm too tired or overwork my own limit ( which is quite low.. hiax..).. didn't realise i was slogging lik mad until i was told that i did... but i was quite preoccupied in mind and juz wanted smthings to take up my mind instead of thinking abt other things.. so i accepted the offer to work extra days... since my outlet is short of manpower becoz auntie lily went for her PH....hmm...i didn't have things to do after sch anyway....but guess still got a week or two to go before i stop this busy schedule.. maybe after smtime i might get use to being tired then wun fall sick le.. haha *hoping*......

actually i'm not really slogging lik mad in work.. its juz that i'm quite lousy... and fall sick easily.. hiax..

laogong said i scold him for wanting to take up the job on tues night de.. but i didnt scold him ma.... i onli hope he wld reconsider it because he work too hard in Mac.. and i didn't want him tired himself out nahx...

at times is he work too much.. sometimes is me.. and the time that are left btw us.. both of us is quite exhausted... even if we came out tgt for dinner or such we wld be tired out le... and there isn;t much meaning even if we meet out le...coz we r too tired to give our attention to each other... hur hur... thats what i'm worried abt...


reality can be so very simple if you are willing to accept it's terms to life...but yet so complicating when you do not... (something that crossed my mind when i finished my novel ytd... ) .. juz tot i shld write it down...

timothy said that .. blogs are suppose for us to say what we felt.. and i think its quite right ba... there are things that i didn;t noe how to express myself and i can do it in here... even if people does read it.. its also ok... becoz for people who care... they give us their concern.. and for those who doesn't care... well.. i didn't need to bother abt them reading anyway.. it doesn;t affect me afterall...

ok.. i'm tired after pouring so much thoughts out.... *yawn* i going for my afternoon nap liao...