there we go again.. totally opposite, totally unhappy, totally cant understand each other.. damn... and totally pissed off with each other...
sometimes it juz seems lik we totally disagree... i hate everything..
as always.. its juz smth small to you... stupidity...
ever wonder if one doesnt treat a matter as if it is too small to give much caring then maybe that thing wld nv turn into a problem which u have to spend more time solving.... its becoz you treat it lik nth... then it wld turn into a problem...
he don get me and we don get him... we juz don get each other thoughts...
in the past i get angry and scolded him... he said i was wrong to approach the matter.. so i changed.. now i tried to talk abt it nicely... he said im driving him up the wall.... you see?! if i treat it in a nicer manner then you wld think its not much of a big deal then you wun treat it seriously~!
so am i suppose to be nice or shld i go back to being angry always again... or maybe i shld juz shut up. onli when you think its big deal enough then you tok abt it more.. if its me who made a fuss but you think its smth small.. then its not worth toking too much or making a fuss over...asshole...i hate you.
the more i try to be nice.. the more you don care that i feel im being neglected in terms of feelings... then if i wan to tok abt it mre.. u say i drive you up the wall.. in that case.. lets not tok... if its so fustrating to tok and soothe my worries.. then lets don tok AT ALL...
you wan me to ask other ppl where got bf cools down in the middle of a fight and tokly nicely one... NOW LET ME ASK YOU... WHICH GAL LETS THEIR BF SHOUT AT THEM when IT IS THEM WHO WAS ANGRY FIRST! i don even let my mum and friends or collegues shout at me.. but i let you.. and tats not enough?! and i cannot be angry when i tok smmore?! you muz be mad... then you don noe me all at...
you wan me believe that your sorry was for real after you said that what i've been saying for the past one hour is spiteful words? you are mad again... either that or you don have brains at all... can i stab you in ur heart already then say i did it for your own gd... you believe me?
and not everything can be solve with juz words... nor juz a sry... don think too highly of your apologies... its not gold... nor is it wishing wand... saying that "sry" doesnt mean you don need to do anything...you think that everything shld juz be solved as long as you think or thought its ok after your words of sorry or even smtimes without those " sorries" you still think things is ok...... its not ok! the world doesnt rotate ard u! most guys are all so simple minded... and you are no better...
you always end up saying wat..." y always quarrel, and i end up saying sry one. dont you think you are wrong too?!" ...
hey then please don say that sorries... becoz first... you never meant any one of it, which you will end up being a fake... and second.... you are unhappy and it will eventually built up.
you say i am drivig you up the wall.... pot calling the kettle back! dunno who is driving who crazy...!
asshole asshole asshole...