holidays were here.. tot to leave some days to go out ..but too bad... none asked me out... boring... so ..starting from next week i cld work everyday, since i put in my schedule request everyday... therefore wun be bored anymre...
guess.. this christmas and the coming new year wun be any big deal to me.. juz work work work and work... allan request to work graveyard on new yr eve so he wouldnt have to go out with any of his 3 galfriends.... butbutbut.. wat if all three came to store to spend new yr eve with him? lol...... gd luck allan~~~ happy new yr eve....
sometimes i realli don lik to read his blog.. its juz lik reading his world without me... yup.. it feels lik this... onli when we had real big fight then he will blog at smth connecting to me once in a blue moon...
my blog? be it gd or bad.. at least there is him...
before i get angry again... holding ur hand at mrt ytd was the best thing i ever did in mths...
juz wanna you noe wat im telling u ytd .. u wan me to ask for ur opinion on decision, i did.. u wanted me to repeat, i did... but whenever i do... u took it for granted and don realli bother... its not that i wan to get angry... but lik i said... i did my part.. but u lik to take me for granted... u do... and when i get angry.. u think im being unfair.....
at times i dunno wat to say to u on the phone.. hiax.. i also dunno...can we ever talk lik we use to be? can we ever be back the way we use to? even putting off days also had to spend it all alone... wats the pt of off days? hiax... dunno la....
to me frm tml onwards : coffee 15%, water 85%. can i do it?