would u feel empty smtimes even if ur life is busy and seems fullfilled? what is happiness when you have that "smthing", yet at the same time know that you can live without it?
my life is currently quite filled, busy with sch, events, talks, meetings, projects...and work...and of course i also have my family and michael.. but its getting abit tiring...
well... sch schedule is smth which i cant change... events.. well.. there's the sch campus talk which i haven prepare my part of slides... then we have rehearsal.. and we have to attend or do smth about the opening of sch's service learning centre.. which i have no whatsoever idea what we suppose to do yet...then Wireless IG... Jason was hoping to revive the IG by sm ideas that we might be able to give him... but i really am clueless abt it and yet do not wan to disappoint him... so now im worrying wat to do too....
projects... well.. all second yr have to do PP ( professional profiling) .. and i also have no idea wat to do.. and am worrying over it to... then comes work... auntie lily is off for her PH for two weeks... at first im not involve in the slogging.. haha.. but as we all fall sick one after another.. i juz have to helpout sometimes.. like today... Siling fall sick le... and next Fri im taking over Yizhen coz if not my supervisor wld have to work whole day all by herself... frm opening to closing...
and myself... everyone at wrk is suggesting i take Vitamin C... say im too weak... well... my flu keep comes and go... its very irritating... one day im ok.. then next im not... arghh... so fed up... and the sorethroat is there... lingering... yet not getting any better or worse.. -_-"
family and michael.. i don have much complains... but smtimes i juz felt smthing is juz missing in these two areas... but i didnt know wat is it...
every since sch started i forced myself to workout in gym smtimes.. well.. feels gd... yet tiring... and classes is tedious i guess.. not so much last week.. but it will be when next week start... thats what the facilitators promised us... coz its alot of data base and progamming and well.. evrthing is hands-on liao -_-
im trying to earn more.. and save more...
my life seem filled and meaningful... yet i keep seeing loopholes in them...im wandering y...