GUESS WAT!?! i got the Baristas job in Starbucks! lol... have been aiming after it quite sometime... ytd went to orchard plaza for interview and they hired me on the spot... so shock... haha i tot have to wait for them to call or smthing else....but they hired me on the spot... was elated...
im gonna be dead busy... i got to attend Starbucks cls on week days after sch until 10pm, frm mon to thurs next week.... work on week ends... and PP project during free time.. and test!!!!! im going mad.... and i need to exercise... lol
mood is down down down at times... laogong and my problems seems to be coming back again... dunno.. i onli noe i will try to ignore/accept when he think he dunno wat to say and never replies.. and also when he ignore and kept quiet when i am toking to him.... ( but he always say he is listening...) but wats the point of chattin when he doesnt reply me?... but well... tats juz him... its not gonna change... so i juz got to learn how to get use to it.... i don like it when ppl does not replies me... i juz hate it... hiax...
there goes my sun last week... becoz laogong had a last min test.... i was actually looking forward to meeting him on sun becoz he is having his common test for the past week... and did smth to make myself look nice =x... but end up he gotta study.... hiax... i noe its not his fault... but i really hope he could say or do smth nice to soothe me.... but he doesnt noe how to.... so i asked him maybe he could ask his friends or smth abt gals and learn how to "hong" me nxt time... then he seem to get sad... he said becoz i ask him to learn frm others.... and also that if he learn from others.... its wouldnt be him anymore... it will be other guys.... well... this gave me an insight to what he is thinking... and how he'll will be... so i decide that he will nv accomdate to my thinking... either i change to accept his ways... if not we gonna quarrel quarrel quarrel again.. hmmm..
ytd's scene was common as normal... i was saying things.. he wasnt realli listening... nor does he seem to feel lik wan to listen anyway... and then he said he is tired.. then went off to slp.. i hope he tells me he is tired and wan to slp before i start telling him wat he doesnt really wan to hears ( although he always say he prefer i say than keep quiet...)....so i wun babble lik an idiot then suddenly he tells me he wan to slp... then all i have said is for naught... hiax.....
laogong is a guy who is confident abt himself, and his thoughts... so usually unless he himself think it is right.. it is very hard to convince that he is wrong... and wat wateva and how many times i say it.. it is quite ptless... hmm..... and things lik relationship... its really hard to make him see things in my shoes.... afterall he is a guy... and im a gal.. we think differently.... so i guess... its a lost case for me le ba...
but then... its over le ba.. i juz wanna blog blog blog....moral of the story.. i juz gotta learn to accept... but can i? dunno... i noe im still complaining... so im still trying but not very successful... lol....
i noe laogong wans to try sometimes.. but it think he brain always tells him he arent wrong.. so asked him to forget it... and so he forgets it.. and repeats history again.. lol....
okie.. laogong video called me today.. and later on i called him... and i was hiding behind the pillar and against the wall while video calling... then i got discover... by... my classmates!!! lol... they keep asking my i kiss the wall.. lol.... they say i look lik i am kissing the wall.. hohoh.....
going for a dinner gathering with SMU's OSIG members... for an exchange or smth lik friendly meeting... lol.. and FREE DINNER... lol...
wanna go home soon.. nw still in sch.. and its 7.50pm le.. haha....