there are times when i feel miserable because people treat me nicer because i look nicer than i was before as compared to the past.... there are always times when people look at the photos i took and approach me back as an old friend... but well... juz to say the truth.. im juz a normal looking gal and nothing special... i hate it when people treat me nicely one minute bcoz i look nicer and treat me with lesser attention when i don look as gd... im kinda tired of it....
im also tired of being compared to my sis.. coz i always lose...the only thing that i win her is singing and cooking... thats all... other than that shes always better than me, and im always smth lesser as compared to her... smtimes i envy her.. smtimes im angry with myself... but smtimes i simply learned from her.. becoz i noe she is better....
but its reality... people treat u better when u look gd... but if you dont... then... thats another situation all tgt...
sometimes i seem all happy cheerful and positive... but at times... i do turn abit negative ... hiax... but im sure i'll be back to cheerfulness in a min i guess... i don really stay emo for very long... haha....
anyway i really hope to go for the cambodia trip... =)
