14 march
Its the last day in Sangkheum centre. We are all quite sad abt it... but nevertheless.. here it goes~~
we reach Sangkheum early in the morning... there isnt any games planned for the morning since it was suppose to be the time that we spend with our favourite kids... a gal named Sreyme is very attached to me for the past few days... and today, before she left the centre for her class, she ran over to hug me... and she cried... i hugged her tight too... and told her i love her... i really mean it... and i cry too.... she even bought me drinks before she left... there's another gal who drew a drawing of their lives in Cambodia to me... so sweet huh... i think i only talk to her once or twice... but i think she already likes me alot le... there's another gal who gave me a flower she pluck elsewhere... =) i'll upload the pics next time...
morning are always for those who are non-residential kids... ( those who does not stay in Sangkheum)... so... thats the end of the first session of farewell.. and i already cried alot...
after that we went to the library to play with the residential kids ( those who totally lost both their parents and is an orphan)... kidda got very attached to two boys... especially one of them... their names are Samnang and Soprom... Samnang sticked with me the whole day expect for the IT lessons...
we had campfire on the last day and all of us had alot of fun.... at the end when its neared to the farewell time... Samnang pulled me away to a corner where he kept his teddy doggy... what surprised me was.. he gave it to me... i was so touch! especially when i asked the teacher in Sangkhuem where do the kids get the soft toy to give to us and he told me it was the past visitors who gave it to them... i didnt prepared anything so i folded a heart shape frm notes and gave it to him... i kissed him and told him to remember me and as will i remember him =) ... even after farewell and i was going to the toilet.. he follow me everywhere... even when i was on the bus... he stood at the angles that he could see me.... and i cried... lik a water tap... and this time... its a mixed feeling of sadness and happiness... i'll miss him....
actually me and Samnang were having real fun during campfire until i told him im leaving after today... he kinda got emo... but he kept his smiles all for me... i love his smile and all the kids smile... there are precious... without fake feeling... that is what we call .. a "smile"
15 March
some of them promised the kids that they wld go back to Sangkheum to see them again... but i didnt.... becoz i cant bare to say farewell twice.... but i was really shock when they came back with two presents for me from the kids... one is from Samnang & one is from Soprom. They both wrote letters to me.. and gave me their things to me as their presents.... its really heart warming... Samnang wrote that he likes me & wont forget me =) ... Soprom wrote and full page letter for me telling me he wishes to fly from Siem Reap to Singapore, but he does not have the money... and they reason he wanted to come to Singapore is because he got a friend named Sabrina... which is me... isnt that real sweet?? i so hope i could bring them back to Singapore with me.. but i cant...
im gonna send some toys and stationary to them while im in singapore... hope they will receive it... =)
18 march
IM HOME!!!!
