sinyi asked us a question that day... chat with joyce they all and reach this topic too... and my ans has been all the same... well... joyce and helen's reaction towards my ans arent very positive... they sorta felt that my mindset is wrong.... actually yiai also agreed that i am quite practical since i knew them... maybe their definition of that word is different as me... or maybe its the same but i don really think it exist in our society... or maybe it exist, but too much things in life is involve and things turns grey and made it hard to be spotted.. but if so much things is involved.. wldn't it be not as pure as it is anymore?... i juz felt its not very applicable in real life...

then again... i asked daddy no.3 ... he asked me to look at my nick and decide again what is it that i believe in.... then he told me its abt the faith... well.. tats the prob... i have little faith in that... and if i do have faith in that... what if that faith runs away? and left me alone to cope... what am i going to survive on?...... i think thats the reason y i dont have it.... maybe i don wan to meet that possibility where my faith runs away and left me lik it did before... but then again.. why is that nick there in the first place.... i think its smwhere in btw....


i don think anyone wld understand this post if they read it.. unless daddy no.3 reads it.. but haha he dunno my bloggy! =p


hmm okie.. smthing more cheery... i think im addicted to chocolates again.. and french fries definitely~ haha... oohps...

sat will be home alone lor... sinyi and co. is all going for concert,... and we are not meeting up after tat... maybe dinner with Seng then go home liao... sob sob... sat and sun will be very bored i guess.... poor me... welll then its a gd time where i sit at home and eat chocolates... suddenly have the urge to cook a meal.. maybe i'll do that on Sat =)

laogong is a pig... muackx

6 more days to my dear bao bao arrival back frm china!