im totally out of luck... bought a pair of new sports shoe but lost it two days after tat.. hiaz.. wats not meant to be mine... will nv be.. sad... had to buy again...
jason was very nice to offer that he accompany me on tues, when sch starts, to find the cleaners and ask about my shoes.... was abit surprise by him... haha coz no one had offer such nice help to me before and especially when the matter it does not affect him... lao pa very nice oh.... he even tried to cheer me up when he saw me online ytd... =) thanks oh...
laogong bought me dinner ytd.... so nice.. hmm.. the beef one taste nicer oh... but the chicken is not bad either..
i noe its bad of me to tell u to come.. then don come.. and when u come.. im angry that you didnt stay... but my purpose of wanting u to come is beocz i wanna ur company... so when u left.. im left alone to my thoughts again... i lik to be near you.. to have you by my side...
sometimes i felt that when the occasion suits you.. you will stay... if not.. you don.. i don noe im right anot... but i felt that way....
PS: i felt bad and sad when i had to be so straightforward and harsh.. but im sorry.. it cant be help...coz i really dunno how to make you noe wat i need...or wat i hope to have... so i had to be straightforward... i love you... so i don wanna to play guessing games and hinting games with you to make you understand... becoz it always ends up badly... i don lik to be angry with you... =) muack.. hope you understand....
how does it feel to be comforted in the arms of another when u r down.... be it a friend... family.. or the one you love.... i always read it in books... but i nv experience it before... wld it be as good as how it is being describe in the books? or wld it be better... well.. i hope in my lifetime... i wld at least able to experience it once...
people say... asian people are not as good as expressing their feeling, nor open with their feelings... i think its very true... actually sometimes things wld be better if we cld juz expressing our own feelings openly... say it ourright.. do it outright... wld it be better for us?
comin 19th is our 1 yr 6mths anni... i too hope we cld be tgt for very very very long... i prefered you.. don mistake my complains for not wanting you yea.. its two diff things.. i prefered you therefore im with you now and will be for a long long time as long as you wan me... ( maybe & my complains....=) muackx...
