tears juz fell when im too fustrated and cant do anything to remedy it, becoz its not within my control... and i felt trap, can't really make a big fuss, nor do i wan to let it pass lik this as always... becoz when i do.. it repeats... and the cycle goes on and on....i don wan it.. i get fustrated, trap... all over again...
i don always cry.. when i do.. im at my wits end...
sometimes i wonder shld i let things be lik this and see where it brings me to..how would it end up...good?.. bad?.. happy?.. sad?? dunno noe... im risking it either way.. if it turns out wrong.. then i wld juz have to accept it then... coz im kinda tired...
sometimes ppl used actions, sometimes ppl words.. and some situation, none is being use...
i complete my schedule book.. hohoho nice oh... sweet pooh... didnt go to sch ytd... slack at home whole day...lian kiat wanted me to do up one for him too.. but i kinda lazy to do it all over again.. hurhur...
the outing with liankiat and co. is being cancel.. coz bro weiming can make it.. sad~ no stingray eat... next time ba... then i can go gym tml instead of going out to eat le.. =)
today going for movie with laogong.. watching Iron man.. hmm..hope its nice.. yupyup...oh. and laogong got a new blog le..ruby did nice navigations for him... hmm.. then linky de also nice...
i got a new tag board... hehe... those who read my blog do tag oh.. if not the tagboard very ke lian...
i not emo!