i don think we communicate much, its was much more of disagreement, giving up of disagreement and juz tat and more of that.... if we see closely... there wasnt much real communication btw us anymore....
we tok on msn this afternoon... as usual he talked half way suddenly disappear.... i half expected it le ba... but i still will wait for his reply....i noe that he might have fallen asleep or doing homework... but i wld appreciate if he tell me he is going to be away from keyboard so i wun keep waiting for his reply even if i noe he is not going to.... smtimes it can be fustrating to wait for replies that don come... same goes for sms... but i told myself after tat... that i would no longer expect his reply from next time onwards... and if he does... then i'll juz be happy and take it as a bonus for myself....
naturally... for my spiteful nature... i didnt contact him much after tat and let him cope with the evening himself...and since im with bao, mrs lee, kailesh and my juniors...im not really angry... im tired of being angry anyway...
sometimes.. for attention that i hope to get... he doesnt know it or didnt noe to give it... so i guess its fair and square that i gave my attention to something else for myself, instead of waiting...becoz sometimes... waiting is kinda agony....sry for doing that... but i guess its better for myself.. so i could leave u to do wat u wan and not ask for too much of ur attention....
had sakae sushi with bao.. hohoho... nice!... hmm.. in the past i usually enjoy nice food with laogong once in a while... i guess thats another way to communicate... but i don think he likes the food that i like... so... as time goes... i spend my time eating favourite foods with my friends now, instead of him... its juz too bad... becoz i think we were happier in those times....
i noe im being bad that day juz spending all my time reading story book in his hse... but usually when i does nth... he does not give me much attention too... and when complain... he usually lik to ans me back that even if im in my hse i ave nth to do... so might as well be in his hse... hmm.. but what i wanted to highlight is... i wanted his attention thats y i came... not beocz to go there watch TV by myself....i think laogong has an "talk back" de bone in him... even when he ask you the reason y are yo angry and you when u explain... he still lik to tok back ... hiax...im kinda feeling nonchalant to it liao....
anyway.. after dinner we went back to mrslee hse to play with Kailesh... we got the sad news that Dave passed away 3 mths ago... hiax.... our sweet Dave... hmm... Kailesh looks like Dave now becoz he is still a puppy.... when he grows to an adult he'll look lik lion... and 7 times bigger than Dave... real playful and a cute puppy... he is a puppy now, bt when he stands, he reached my waist.... 4 mths old.. lol... up load the pics next time....
tired le... gd nite...
