i really dunno wat i wan... i merely juz go with the flow... wat seems to be right doesnt really feel right... wat seems to be wrong doesnt really feel wrong either... hiax... life is complicating... family is the best( as in the one you are born to be wit) ... you can be whoever you wan to be... but how many of us really spend most of our time with family?.. hmm....

laogong was talking abt his future prospect and his expectations of himself.....gd that he had some ideas about what it wants.... but talking to him when he already has his mind full of his ideas can be tedious... becoz he doesnt really acknowledge wat u say after tat.... well.. im sure he can accomplish what he wants.... so i wun need to worry at all .... but if he really need some sound ideas... i don mind asking my sis for some..... but looks lik he is doing fine for himself now.... and thats gd too.... jia you ba... =)

i wonder if things might change for us....since we r both going diff paths... meeting diff people at different stages of life... but i guess its still too early to think abt it... juz go with the flow ba...

now.. this makes me think wat i want... actually i tot of going into IT industry too... but that depends on how i fare now.... dunno... see how first ba... but im aiming for air stewardess first definitely... =)

tml having breakfast with laogong... im cooking actually... =) hmm everyone have their own cooking habits or way on different things.... so i hope he could respect my decision on doing my own things my way instead of empahsising that wat i believe in might not be right becoz it has no scienctific provings..... and what he thinks is right, people shld try.... i don lik to do things when i don believe in it or don like it... juz like he doesnt do things that he doesnt think its right. no one likes to do the things that they don believe in.... its the same for everyone....

inturn i would learn to respects his believe, when he wan things done his way while he is doing his own things.... maybe he don wan to sound that way... but he did... so i hope he wun do it too often...which is juz lik he don like me to repeat "no no no no"..... becoz its irritating.....its the same.... =)

oh... thanks for telling me wat you shldnt say...haha... i wasnt angry.... =) some times i really dunno how to react to such news.... shld i get jealous? or pretend nth happen? or appear interested?... maybe i'll try one reaction everytime you tell me something that bfs usually don tell their gfs... lol...it might be fun...

okie.. im going to slp.. need to wake up to cook tml.... well.. juz something extremely simply... nth much... but at least edible... lol....