okie... im being selfish ytd.. because laogong said he is interested to work in Starbucks.. but i keep asking him not to come... hmm... the reason is... hurhur... i think laogong excel vry well in his work.. therefore im afraid if we work in the same job, there wld be comparison... and i wld appear lousier... then laogong wld think im lousy too...hmm... and i don wan him to think tat im lousy...lol... its a stupid thought i noe....
PS: im sorry for being selfish... forgive me yea? ... its good to learn and have new skills & experience... so if u realli interested...go for it =) if you realli work same job as me.. i'll try to be not so lousy... haha maybe tats a gd thing too...hehe... muackx... loves<3
lalalala.... i think im being a real lousy gf... i seem to keep adding on to laogong worries & unhappiness instead of making him happi...coz i always complain abt him... or fall sick.... hmmm.....i will and am working on it too...to be not so "complainy" of course... and not keep getting sick... hmm... ever since laogong told me abt my eatng and drinking habits, i tried to change le ba... and i think im getting better now... and wun get tired, restless and so easily... nor do i realli feel lik getting sick anymore~~~~ SAY NO TO VIRUS!!! lol...
busy busy lalala....
im trying to not spend so much... yea~
i think we are going back to Cambodia this Dec holi... lets jiayou and save money!!! Liyan and Jason is going most probably.. and weiming say he don mind to tag along to accomoany too.. hehe.... Lina and Rina is interested too i think... and not to forget my previous arch enemy in my last Cambodia trip, Soewandi is interested too... lol....
i miss laogong.. i very long nv say tat in blog le... hhehe.... and im gonna miss him alot for the next few weeks to come becoz i gonna be real busy...misses!
