well... its sun =) totally enjoyed myself this weekend during work... although there've been a few cork ups here and there... but i still enjoy makin the beverages... i think thats the best part of it! especially at the BAR.... doing the drink.. drink calling... sounds great! and feel great! when i got the drinks right of course.. lol... and i not so kan chiong spider le... hehe... but i kinda gt scald by the hot milk while i was steaming the milk.... but when i told laogong... he kinda laughed at the temperature rather than asking after me...felt kinda weird and taken aback.... but anyway... its nth... i was alright half an hour later when my skin cooled down... hmm...=)

he told me someone fancied him... hmm.. well ... happy for him then...

im trying to fill up my life in the mist of emptiness here and there... haven finish PP..omg... dunno how..... this week is all pack... omg...meetings and help out for setting up of new store...although schedules been all pack... but somehow.. i still feel empty... couldnt fathom it either... maybe i do.. but i juz didnt know the solution for it... so maybe im avoiding it... i hope it does not come to the inevitable situation....becoz i don wan it to come to tat...

mentally... im empty... physically... my schedules all packed...

i somehow envy them now... although i had my share already... but theirs doesnt seem to end... or is there ''renewation''? =x ... juz lik books... maybe these types of things can be renewed too?.. hiax.. i hope i can do it immediately... it feels rather terrible, being stucked... maybe thats wat everyone have to go thru... there maybe 3 outcomes... positive, neutral, negative.... which will be mine...

that day was the first time time i had a row lik this with someone... i dunno y.. i juz burst...i couldnt hold it in me for long...and afterwhich... i felt really empty... no matter how much things i do.. i juz couldnt feel it up... no matter how busy i am.. i still felt empty.... juz lik this...