okie. ytd after sch, manage to find Tim ( another Starbucks partner @CH ), to have dinner with me. lol. went to Sakae, we are kinda chatty and with gd appetite and sat, chat and ate tgt for almost 2 hrs. He is kinda jamming type of guy,and to me, flirty and abit of play boi( he admit the flirting part.lol). but he is 1.9m tall.. my my... so darn tall... if he is more serious type, wld consider him for baobao. He tells me he don mind flirting and stealing kisses from gals... lol... but he says he tries to be serious bt always end up being uninterested after sometime. To me, thats kinda playboi eh, but a nice friend though. Nonetheless,a gd companion for food cravings. =x He is extremely too free and hangs out with gals after sch very often. And after dinner, we walked for abit. I bought a very cute handphone sock for myself!

today went to work. am abit rusty, since i've not work for almost a week. haha. An angmoh True yoga instructor came to ask my name and told me abt himself, told me he's juz back from thailand and teaching Bikram Yoga at True. He talk quite alot, but i guess im abit tongue-tied, think its was his eyes, making me feel real uneasy. he told me his name, but sad to say i forgot whats his name le. lol. well he did mention that he is sure we will meet again soon. and honestly speaking, he eyes is trying to tell me smth. lol. my first ang moh admirer. so fun..

having sorethroat the whole day. feeling irritated. becoz i cannot enjoy any drink.arghhh. oh i got my pay. which DID NOT include my training pay. *angry* is lik so little la! The say have to wait till next mth.. but got a feeling i cant get it back that easily. Its really idiotic.

i guess im still abit cold towards laogong, becoz of the previous incident. cant help it. but im trying to put it behind me. But currently im fine coping my live by myself. If he needs me i guess he would ask for company, if not, i will juz live life as i live now. I always tell myself i wun ask him out anymore unless he ask me out himself. Seems always unsuccessful. I would always end up asking first. Idiotic me. I juz suddenly remembered i ask him for breakfast juz now. There, ive done it, asked him first again,instead of having him ask me. Im such a disappointment to myself.

and im opening this blog up again, but i guess no one wans to read it anyway except laogong.

i hope the sorethroat can go away.wrking tml. im tired. going to slp.