was sick ytd... he came to take me to doc...*sweet* thanks huh... sry for delaying ur time to do ur stuffs... u shld have told me earlier... felt so nice and protected when he hugs me while im sick... *enjoy*.. sry to keep being near you when im sick.. hope u wun catch my cold...
had a great long nap till this afternoon.. felt abit coped up and stuffy staying at home all day... despite being abit unwell, i choose to go out to meet laogong and acc him to buy his working attire... funni... he got all black and white de... when his mum saw she complained abt his colour preferances too lol...lik to shop his clothes with him becoz i can see him in different shirts... shopping with him is realli great...felt endearing when i see him change different clothes and asked for approval with his eyes everytime he stepped out of the fitting room... lol... too bad, as a guy, he doesnt lik shopping...so we seldom shop tgt... when with him to get his hair cut... waited for ard 45mins.... *yawn*.. short, neat & toot(hehe)=x
before i met up with him at northpt... was with sinyi for 1/2 hr to chat abit since she is there...nice... =)
unhappy things left aside... overall the day was gd.. though felt abit dizzy and weak, and kept leaning on laogong.. lol... but still, i did enjoy myself abit too... i was very blur when im out with sinyi.. lol... i cant catch wat she was saying at first... coz my mind seem abit heavy and blocked....=) getting abit light headed now too... im off to bed...tml got sch...hmmm.. trying to be cheerful with myself now... becoz i noe the situation arent getting better... juz stay positive....
i shld have give him more time to himself since attachment is tiring him out more than CPTC does... but ever since completing CPTC.. i feel that he looks more radiant rather than tired to death...hope everything goes well for him.... if not this relationship.. then at least succeed in his attachment... afterall... life is abt being practical... he told me he is a practical person... i expect no less... im sure he will do well... and am happy for him.... if tis relationship doesnt excel... at least u excel in other parts of ur life.... hope i can do better in my own part of life too... =) wish me luck.
going to slp for now...
[1.30am - 16 July]
