2.30pm, 6Oct
wun elaborate the details anymore.. tired of doing it again and again...we r juz two very diff people with totally unmatched thinkings... im tired...
i was so lost, flustered and fustrated when we were quarrelling and then suddenly changing topics as if nth happen like tat... i felt so trapped... lik im in a cage....and i cannot react..
mima gave me and angbao for hariraya! lol.. so nice.. *sweet*
always felt happier when i work... maybe becoz they accept my craziness ba... was touched that azman kept fuzzing over the scratches and blue-blacks on my hand... lol.. lik a motherhen... he even told allan, and allan came over to fuzz over me too... funni pair... guess wat!? allan and farhan spot my new strawberry earrings and necklace on the first day i wore them... lol.. was so happy someone noticed!!
was actually going to play at sentosa with allan during scouting... too bad store outing was cancelled... sad... i had a hard time psyco-ing him to go with mede coz i nv go before... lol.. maybe next time ba... wanna go with my starbucks mates...
some of the partners are going for karaoke on thurs....! cant wait.. lol.. immerse in fun!
so tired... actually tot of going to gym today.. but i forgot that i have UT today.. so cancelled le.. yawn.. later can go home slp after UT... love slping.. hmm hmm hmm.....
i don wan to think... i juz felt lik being left alone for now....i wan my bed.. i wan to hug my pooh bear... wan to be a little kid with no worries...