ITS HOLIDAY!

BUT BUT BUT~~~~

its as gd as not having one~~~ lol... not that im complaining... already see it coming...

I'm done with coding phase 1, had alot of help from jeremiah.. lol.. but i still feel so happy when i finish it and see it works... a little break from doing code.. we r doing out final report next for the time being... back to coding another day~~ weEEee~~~ its getting harder to and more complicated though...

Ok.. meet up with my secondary gals tat day... i think i have split personality~~ coz i enjoy being irresponsible and responsible at different times... omg... honestly i wanted to do everything tgt.. but wat i sacrifice is rest, which for the time being, is not smth i can afford to waste... butbut.... i really enjoy hanging out with them... seem so worry free for a little moment there... no worry for anything and no responsiblity to worry or think of... juz play, chat, eat and drink....

my lives is all split up..

• i have a family who deem going back home late, drinking, slping late blah blah blah the act of an unnormal person, and whom expect me to be a normal person of course... which i don really mind.. haha... they treat me loads better when im a gd gal in their eyes....
• i have a responsible bf who play by the rules and have a great sense of responsibility... im not saying its not gd ok!! its gd... tats y i lik him...
• then i have a responsible friend who noes how to go out to play and drink, go outings at the same time... as there is not tat much restriction to her nowadays...
• next i have a bunch of crazy friends who are totally cool and fun at all times which has mix of responsibility in them...
• then i have a bunch who are totally not very fun but yet being with them i wun be worrying abt doing wrong things...
• lastly i got a bunch who are fun and carefree who treat enjoying live more importantly than alot of other things...

so whenever i am with who ...i will be who.. but i do love to enjoy my life once in a while.. even if it means being unresponsible for myself for a little while.... but later on..the responsible part of me will tell me how wrong i am... arghh...

I know u don lik me to do the stuff that i did that day..hang out late, drinking and stuff... but i cant help but enjoying it once in a while... especially their company makes me so worry free... ive been all cover up with responsibilities up my neck nowadays... but i'll try to be gd ok? haha..

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went to expo with him ...food expo, furniture, john little mega sale and more! totally fun! hohoho..

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he doesnt lik to post anything regarding me on his blog... and slowky i start to not read his blog much becoz i always know tat there wasnt me which made me really sad when i see people toking abt their partners so openly....tis time honestly that post made me feel very sweet.. pig.