today is a moody day~~~ he went into army le... me, his mum and dad when to send him to pulau tekong... and i almost cry a few time all thru during the time i when to meet him at his hse and until he gonna fall in and get stuck there for 2 weeks... i nearly cried right after our breakfast tgt, when we were in the lift... i nearly cried when i was in his hse... i nearly cried when i saw him from afar while touring tekong camp... and i nearly cried when he had to fall in right after we had our lunch tgt... but i cant cry... coz i don wan his moral low.. i don him to feel that going army is smth not gd.. i wanna make it easier for him.. so i cant cry..and partly also his parents are always there.. when im at home.. i cant cry.. mum wld think me silly...
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now im all restless and moody.. juz wanna him back nw... when i heard his voice thru the phone.. i juz cant help it.. tears kept pouring... pouring pouring... it juz wldnt stop.. everytime i hear his voice... my tears came back anew... lying on bed hugging my pooh bear... makes me miss him even harder... now i understand how the phrase " longing for someone" works... this is much much worst...
y didnt i react this way when he go thailand? maybe thats becoz he didnt go to withstand hardship... he went to play.. this time..hiax...i miss him sososososo much and it hurts to think that he is going through hardship.
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one day before.. which was ytd.... we re-tidied my room and also thrown away alot of things....bed frame.. cupboard...abit of small mishap becoz my wardrobe wun fit into the other side of the room, so it had to remain where it was.. overall process was fun.... done with great satisfaction. luckily i had him... if not really dunno how to accomplish all those heavy stuff... =)
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we cooked tgt again tat day... look...



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guess wat? the dress tat me and sis brought.. had so much errors in the mailing that they send 3 to us.. separately.. lol
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laogong ... i miss u lik fire... * hugs*
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