STRESSED OUT

im packed... i've got sch, fyp, him, work.. im up till my neck...

1) sch is sucky... the breaktimes and restriction is sucky and useless... hate it.... faci are changing, and each gets worse than another... cant stand them...

2)fyp... seriously don wan do it, but i cant... hate coding.. i cant really code... my teammate... well... jeremiah don really understands ppl who cant code coz he is gd at it.. and i don lik to ask him coz he will give the... " wah kao.. lik this also dunno ah?"... im not the type who code becoz i lik it... i only code becoz i need to... and i hate to do it...

3)him... i miss him i miss him... everytime he book out im so happy.. everytime he book in, things ard me juz turn dull... =( ... i wan to give all my time to him whenever he book out.. but now i cant coz fyp... but i wan to~! i wan to spend all my time tgt with him... but i cant for the next coming one month=( but he promises he spend his time by my side even if i had to do fyp... thanks...

4) work... i don have time for work.. i gotta use my time for fyp.. i want to give my time to laogon... and i ................ don have time to work anymore... the schedule i put in is lesser and lesser... and haney is complaining for the lack of schedule.. and recently the confirm schedule i cant make it.. i need someone to take over and help coz i need so fyp as we are meeting our advisor on wed.. but no one bother to reply me at all.. hiax... and also NO WORK = NO MONEY , and i already no money le... this is driving me crazy... other than the pocket money i have from mum... im quite empty after paying my insurance/phone bills and concessions and transport.... and by next month.. i don even think i have enough to pay my bills from my pay.. guess i juz have to dig into my savings then....

STRESSED OUT... im bursting...

hate my life now! i wan him! i wan to work! i don wan sch! I DON WAN FYP~!