hate being sick.. arghh.. but obviously is my sick season now.. every yr there is always a part of the year i'll be falling sick almost every week... which is so irritating... tml i'll be working at Lido Shaw... looking forward to it... such a tiny store.. muz be fun...

recently ive been on the edge of my nerves... whenever im home at night every move outside the corridor makes me jumpy... ever since seeing the blue paint on the other victim neighbour's door done by the loanshark... wondering when will it comes to us...

its been lik this for me...and i have not been slping well... ive only been lik getting 3 hrs slp per day... every night before i slp my tots kept straying to paint splashed on the door... and i always spend like 2 or 3 hours looking out for sounds or staring back at my curtain to make sure no one is there while im on the bed trying to slp.. in the end i get no slp... and sometimes i work late into night or even 2am in the morning.. what if i happen to bump into them while splashing paint in the middle of the night...? its really driving me crazy...

im like sitting on the edge of the rock and collasping soon... i really hope the CID do something abt it fast..i realli cant take much of this jumpy stuff anymore.. this is so much worse becoz my room is along the corridor... mentally and physically going bonkers soon...

havent been telling laogong abt how im reacting to this situation... hiax.. partly becoz i noe if i tell him... i'll be expecting a certain amt of concern frm him... which given his current situation.. he cant... and he is always so tired that we don have much time to tok to... it wld juz make things worse... i hope by the time he bk outs everything can be fine...

thats what happen when u have a neighbour who borrow loan sharks...hiax..