time is really hard to get by... and its seems to keep dragging on and on... "lonely".. tis word can hardly describe what i feel now... im juz lost...

i guess when sch starts i'll juz wrk myself to death.... its realli realli hard.. i hate being alone!!

in this new camp...whenever back camp...he realli got no time for me.. =( ......when he is tired.. he realli needs to slp... and during the day.. he got no time to contact me either... i noe its not his fault... and there is nth i can do.... all i can do it wait wait wait... wait for that 10 to 15 mins everyday phone call... then i need to let him go off to slp.. arghh... this is driving me crazy...

i wan to scream... shout.... throw temper.... but at who? other than gov.. no one is at faut... so i cant do anything at all...

at home.. mom got dad.. sis got kor... i got........................ no one -_-"...............

i need a wand... a magic wand... to zap my life back to normal...