is it part of growing that we had to learn that at a certain point of time we act stupidly or lik idiots?
ever since getting this new position made me see alot of things... alot lot about others and alot about myself... im a person who does not guard against others.. i always do believe that if i try to be nice... others would be nice to me too... slowly as my journey goes... i realised that was not true... so i tot to myself... well.. i did grow up a little... that was part one...
part two... every since this position is mine... i can see that people don tell everyone everything, be it gd, bad... happy sad.. or things that is worth celebrating... no one tells everyone everything... i suddenly felt lik a fool... becoz i've never really kept much stuffs to myself.. im always out there telling others if something gd happens me... or telling others when something bad happens to me... and it really makes me like an open book.. so easy to read and understand and to be used...
lesson learn... u cant share everything of urself... first, not everyone is interested... second, that makes you vunerable... third, you would often turn out looking and feeling like a fool... ya... tats what i've realise...
planning my next month schedule now.. its so packed again like this month... lik what haney said... this is madness... i totally agreed.... lol....