i knew it when i told sis im not going for the interview...mum called to today during work... lectured me for ard 10 mins... becoz i decided to miss tat interview... im so sick and tired of them pushing me do this pushing me do that becoz they wan me to... so i asked her a qn, " why do i feel that u all want that job more than i do?"..... then she go on abt its not about how much i can give her after i graduate.. blah blah blah...saying that its my life, ok... so i was thinking.. if its my life then why are they hogging me do things that they want?

if its my life, i make the decision, you respect it.


im really really not feeling well.. this is lik what? the 4th day im have cold spasms at night...my eyes are so tired and painful from lack of slp and stress... one more shift tml.. i can rest abit.. juz one more shift to go at PP tml... then i can rest for the night before monday starts sch, fyp and test...

for now.. i cant go to slp although i want to very very much.. fyp... then work at 7am.. not slping tonite..