actually im abit lost.. abit sad... abit of everything negative.. but everytime im down.. i keep telling myself to buck up.. to not lose faith...to persevere.. and not having laogong by my side doesnt help at all.. hiax...
its really tiring.. knowing what i want.. yet cld not reach it... and now not knowing what i want... and keep serching for it.. tired of interviews.. of thinking i got it.. but ending not the right one... and kept on searching next next next and next....
my passion is food and beverage... my interest is customer service..... so im sticking to that now.. searching.. maybe i can get the right one...i hope... juz one year.. i need to persevere to wait for the next chance to my dream job... hiax.. for now... im stuck...
entitled to envy others? well.. have a lot to envy about..